Road of Regret


Another gives me medicine

What I need to be with you

A supplement if you please

That satisfies the deficiency

You are leaving in me

Fantasies that keep me breathing…heavy

Instead of dying and turning cold

The complex pleasures of my mind

Twist and turn down to places I imagine

Places we never go anymore

Such things my heart can’t admit

My body can’t deny

I turn words into foreplay

A look becomes an experience I’ll never know

And my soul stays buried

But the love I have for you was raped

I try to deny and forget, but nothing works

The thoughts run me like an engine

Too fast to touch

Turning what we have left into a mockery

I’m trying to keep it clear in my heart and head

Trying to get back to the start

But separations are cloudy

When you’re both in my bed

One lying near and one in my thoughts

One a fool and the other in the dark

So sad are the reasons I am denied

Still, I hold the guilt in front of me

So I can never forget

And confuse one line for another

My road of regret

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20 thoughts on “Road of Regret

  1. Why is it people think the decision, especially the one-sided one, to split is all it takes to resolve the leftover (insert heart string word)? If it did, Samsonite would not have an emotional department.
    Excellent poem.
    Red.

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  2. This is one of my favourites so far, is there
    no end to your talents as a writer and poet of
    wickedness? 🙂 Keep up the great work and
    be good too or else? 😉 lol

    Androgoth XXx

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